senses

i'm trying to be right here right now right
mind focus eyes straight ahead feet planted firmly and yet
i am everywhere but right here
everything but right now
skip jump hop leap past future past future pain fear hope
over
i'm trying to remember how to be right here right now right
i can't control what happens
i can't control anything i've ever really wanted
i only can control mind eyes feet
but i still fail
over
repeat