gulp

i've drunk so much tap water in my life, that as of today my default saliva flavor has become tap water.

ye olde

if you had a tv show and it only lasted one year and then it got cut, would you want to kill everyone off in a tragic ending or would you make everyone live happily ever after.

i can see a million pieces when i look into your eyes
i see them change when they look at me
soften and dilate and love
and i can see my own reflection in your eyes
and i can see our futures and you in every part
of my life and mine in yours
and every moment has led up to this
every look has been practicing for this look.
soften and dilate and fade

i haven't written

there is definitely a factor of live-ness and alertness in being heartbroken. and a deadness, or rather, obliviousness that comes with love, being in it.